Thursday, November 26, 2009

November 25, 2009

Hi! I am sorry that I’ve been MIA the last couple of days. Normally, I would write this during my train ride but recently, I’ve been preoccupied with something else. I apologize!
Okay, so as you may know, I should have ovulated on the 23rd. So we did the BD from the 19th until the 23rd. We tried again yesterday for safe measure but unfortunately, things didn’t work out. My OPKs were positive on the 20th and 21st. Negative from there on in. My past cycles also indicate that I should be ovulating that day. The problem? Well, I took my BBT on Monday and it was 36.6 Celsius (though I tried several times – it hovered between 35.5 to .6. I then took my temperature several times and it was back down to 36.4 Celsius. What does that really mean? I didn’t ovulate? Mind you, there was a humidifier that was making the whole room cold but it has always been there the many times I have taken a temperature and saw a rise. Sigh, I don’t know what to think! Has anyone out there received a failed BBT and still got a BFP? Help!
I stopped taking my herbs since I ovulated. I would still like to play it safer this time around. I asked my practitioner and she mentioned that I had a spleen-qi blood deficiency constitution. Whatever that means. I don’t know.
I had pineapples yesterday as I had read somewhere that they help with implantation. While I was eating it, I further read on that I shouldn’t eat it while trying to conceive because it may cause uterine contractions. Arrgh! Who do I believe? By the way, those pineapples were yummy!
We shall try again tonight. After this, I would be in my two week wait. I really hoped I ovulated. After reading all the Pre-Seed successes out there, I am so jealous!
Okay, I guess that’s all there is for now. I will try to take photos so I can make this site a little bit more interesting.
I will see you in a bit!
Okay, so it has been 8 hours since I have written above. I just wanted to mention that my sister in law gave birth today – pushing for only half an hour – to a 6.75 lbs baby girl! Having found out while I was at work was tough – I wanted to see baby right away! Then the sinking feeling started to take over – I was so incredibly happy for them but at the same time so painfully jealous! Especially when there’s an indication that I may not have ovulated this month when I thought would have been a perfect execution of many baby-making actions! AAAHHH! I wish, I just wish.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

November 21, 2009

Hello! Today's Saturday. Sorry I missed yesterday, I got really busy and I didn't want to do this haphazardly.

So yesterday was CD18. Hubby and I did the BD early in the morning with Pre-seed again. I inserted it high up that I actually felt dry in some areas. I hope that was okay! I did lie down for 20 minutes then went to work.

Today was CD 19. Hubby and I did the BD early in the morning again with PS. I am still not getting any CM though the OPK is showing a very close positive. As per websites, I should be ovulating tomorrow or Monday. Still no EWCM - no CM for that matter. What is going on?

I am continuing the herbs and aloe vera. I still haven't started taking my basal temperature. It may be too late this cycle.

4 more days of BD then will give it a rest for this cycle.

See you all tomorrow!

November 19, 2009

November 19, 2009

Hubby and I did the BD last night. I tried Pre-seed with this one. It was a strange feeling as
it didn't feel natural to be that moisturized! Oddly as well that hubby didn't notice!

Took an OPK - second line is getting darker but still not as dark as the control line. Some website
show that I will ovulate on the 20th, 21st and the 22nd. Who really knows? All I know is that
we will try to do the BD every day (against my acupuncturist's recommendation), I just can't NOT do anything knowing\
that there's a chance that I could be ovulating each of those days.

I am continuing to take the herbs, skipped the aloe vera (felt like I drank too much
yesterday). Oh I forgot to mention - way before all this, I've been taking prenatal vitamins.

I had posted this URL to a couple of online ads - just wanted to share my story to whoever would like
to listen - to whoever could relate, whoever want to set me straight! So if you're reading this due to my ads,
thank you. I would like to hear your story - or any comments you may have.

Happy Thursday!

See you tomorrow!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

November 19, 2009

November 19, 2009

Hubby and I did the BD last night. I tried Pre-seed with this one. It was a strange feeling as
it didn't feel natural to be that moisturized! Oddly as well that hubby didn't notice!

Took an OPK - second line is getting darker but still not as dark as the control line. Some website
show that I will ovulate on the 20th, 21st and the 22nd. Who really knows? All I know is that
we will try to do the BD every day (against my acupuncturist's recommendation), I just can't NOT do anything knowing\
that there's a chance that I could be ovulating each of those days.

I am continuing to take the herbs, skipped the aloe vera (felt like I drank too much
yesterday). Oh I forgot to mention - way before all this, I've been taking prenatal vitamins.

I had posted this URL to a couple of online ads - just wanted to share my story to whoever would like
to listen - to whoever could relate, whoever want to set me straight! So if you're reading this due to my ads,
thank you. I would like to hear your story - or any comments you may have.

Happy Thursday!

See you tomorrow!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

November 18, 2009

November 18, 2009
I was telling a coworker that I will skip acupuncture this week. I felt like I have spent tons of
money already with this that perhaps I could save at least $50 this week. However, that friend
convinced me otherwise. She reminded me that I should be doing it regularly so the process
would be building momentum. She added that if I stopped now, then the effect of the last
three session would subside considerably.

So I went. I went back to Dr. W - the one who inadvertently left a needle in me. There was something
about him that inspite of what had happened, he had gained my trust.


He took my pulse as usual and mentioned that I am doing a lot better than last time. My pulse was good however,
there's some sort of healing needed in my large intestine. He said that after my first pregnancy, my
large intestine hasn't completely recovered yet. He did some palpitations and then went to work.
He and this other lady put needles - a lot - all over my front. Did I mention a lot?
oddly, each needle relaxed me. There was a bit of pulling on my right tummy though.
Oh and something new happened today - he put some table salt, some other sandy thing and this
cottony grey brown thing on my belly button. Then he lit some sort of insence. I mean, I couldn't see
but there was definitely smoke coming out of my belly! He said that it was to warm my feet.
It was odd but I went along with it. By this time, I was completely relaxed.

Okay so, I don't think I should go to Dr. Y anymore. First of all, it's too far! Last Monday, I was there for my
refills and it took two hours to get home. Secondly, I just found out that Dr. W has an
herbalist on residence every Friday - and the best part - it's free! Yehay! So that saves me about
$100 each month from Dr. Y.

I would also like to mention that i am producing a lot more saliva than normal. I pointed it out to Dr. W, and he was joyous! He said that my kidney is definitely
getting better. Another thing, he mentioned that I should start back on taking my basal temperature so I can pinpoint
when ovulation had taken place. He suggested that hubby and I should do the BD two days before O, during, and two days
after. He added that this would give hubby's 'men' to get stronger! Lastly, he addressed that he's helping me along to lose some belly
fat. Who would object? Not me!

So today is CD 17 - the O day is coming fast! I am continuing my herbal regimen as well as the aloe vera.

See you all tomorrow!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

November 17, 2009

Today, I had noticed a little bit of CM. Did an OPK - the second line was alot lighter than the first.
I plugged in my numbers at an ovulation calculator and they suggested that I my fertile
days would start tomorrow. I should also start testing with an OPK. So I did.

Since my hubby is working the night shift tomorrow, I don't think we would be able to do the BD.
It might just have to be on Thursday. We shall see.

I got my herb refill yesterday. It's good for two weeks. I am getting used to the taste - it's getting
to be tolerable. The only issue I have now is the staining of my teeth! The tea is so black with a latte
consistency that I feel that my teeth are suffering each night! I have to brush my teeth right away.

I think that's all from me today! See you tomorrow!

Monday, November 16, 2009

November 16, 2009

November 16, 2009
Yesterday, my day was so packed I forgot to drink my green tea and aloe vera. I also noticed that I didn’t take two of the six herbs that were prescribed to me the day before yesterday. Wow, it’s hard to keep track of all these things that I have taken on.
I did notice today that my CM was lotiony. A lot – but not stretchy at all. I am on CD14. I took an OPK test yesterday and today and both had a light second line. Yesterday’s second line was darker though. Ah well, I doubt I ovulated this early so I know I didn’t miss anything by this AM’s OPK being light.
Okay, so I had time to think about the past 3 cycles and here are my learnings.
Cycle 1 CD1 – July 19, AF August 23, 2009 – 35 days
Cycle 2 CD1 – August 23, AF September 29, 2009 – 37 days
Cycle 3 CD1- September 29, AF November 2 – 33 days
Wow, I am all over the place! I guess, average it out would the 35 days. We’ll see how it goes this month!
I also want to note that I purchased a few things to supposedly help me along with this.
1) Basal Thermometer – $10
2) The Justisse Method of Fertility Booklet with Chart and Stickers - $40
This thing is still in awesome condition. It was a fast read. I wasn’t dedicated enough to do the sticker thing and man, I need some training on doing intensive autopsy of my CM. Seriously.
3) Two packages of Fertilitea - $30 – never opened – couldn’t take due to breastfeeding. Should have checked before purchasing
4) A bottle of FertileCM $25 – took only capsules before backing out due to same reason above. Though this one was supposed to be safe – but I wanted to be safer.
5) A bottle of Men’s FertileAid $30 – Hubby still taking.
6) 200 OPK + 40 Pregnancy tests - $60
7) Additional Pregnancy Tests - $25
Peecup - $1.00
9) More pregnancy tests (midstream) $30
10) Answer’s Tips for Healthy Conception (or something like that) $20 – this book was a waste for me…everything is so basic, it was just common sense. Pretty book though!
11) Pre-Seed $23 – still new – haven’t tried it yet.
12) Mounds of green tea – raspberry tea - $10
13) This netbook - $350.
14) A mouse - $30
15) Aloe Vera Gel Bottles X 2 - $40 (cheaper at health food store than at the acupuncturist’s office)
16) TiaoJing Cuyun Wan X 2 - $20
17) Herbs (3 weeks worth) - $65
18) Acupuncture sessions - $350.
OUCH! Okay, I have to take it down a notch. I think everything is under control now though, I am comfortable with the regimen now so nothing unexpected budget-wise should happen.
BTW, I had a cupcake today from the best bakery in town. I know I shouldn’t but couldn’t resist. It was so yummy!
TTYL!